Just a little venting

I cant sleep.

Tonight I found out I didnt get a job I interviewed for last week.

I didnt really tell alot of people about it because in case I didnt get it I didnt want everyone to know I failed. Honestly I just feel embarrassed, I dont know why, thats just the way my mind works sometimes.

I even cancelled a trip to Hawaii because I thought for sure I had it. Wow. Rough.

Now I'm writing about it with hope that it will make me feel better.

I hate failing.

It's not even that I didnt get the job, it's the fact that I know im qualified and would be a great asset to the company and I didnt get chosen because of one interview.

I hate the feeling of not knowing what to do with my career choice. I want to be back in school but I just dont know what to do. I want to have a degree where I can make money, not just get a degree and never use it once I start having kids.

I just looked at programs and honestly I am lost.

I dont have ANY idea what I want to do or what my Heavenly Father wants me to do.

I went and talked to my Dad after finding out I didnt get the job and he helped me remember that everything does happen for a reason and not getting this job is not the end of the world.

I know everything will work out, I just wish it would happen faster.

I cant sit at home much longer!!!!

You can only make so many pumpkins and re-do so many thrift store finds!!!

I just need something!

A job that will work with school.

Is that asking too much?!

Hope not.

Tomorrow is a new day.

No sew pumpkins. Check

I did it. It took a total of 6 minutes and I am in love with them! They are so easy!!

I filled them with beans and plastic bags! You know you have like 100 of those in your kitchen drawer so use them for this!

Valentine Decor Giveaway!

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My to do list for fall

A few pumpkin ideas I am in love with and want to do!

No sew pumpkins HERE. By Thats so Cuegly

Also....

and a little bling.

What to do with my life?

Since I have been home from a long summer in NC I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I fasted yesterday for some guidence and direction to where I should start since I have been somewhat woried about what I want to do. Today at a family BBQ without even saying anything my Dad brought up what I was thinking about doing school and work wise. He is so wise. Talking to my dad and also my sister reminded me that I have lots of options and am not going to figure it all out in a week.... I sure wish I could though....

Question... Anyone happen to be an ultrasound technician who reads my blog or knows one that would be willing to talk to me for a few minutes?? Lemme know!

Since we have been home

We have been home for a week and 2 days now! Dont really know what to do with myself but I kind of LOVE that feeling! This past weekend was Brett's Granny and Papa's 60th anniversary! Yep you heard, 60 years! The whole weekend was one big party in honor of them. Friday night all the adults went to Tia Rosas and enjoyed some yummy mexican food and homemade ice cream! Saturday, everyone came over for a huge water party in the Randalls backyard. Huge water slides, pools, Dj and yummmmmyyyy food!

My sweet Mother in law Lisa! I'm so lucky!

Brett and I

Granny and Papa, myself and Brett

Since I have no commitments to work or school I can now join my sisters, mom, aunts and cousin for Friday morning craft group! We have yummy food and create someting wonderful. This month was these little pumpkins....

Kind of proud of myself becasue this was my 1st sewing project ever! Thats why some look a little deformed but hello are any pumpkins perfect? Nope. So I am excited to learn more about sewing so my Mom doesnt have to coach me to make sure i dont hurt myself... but i did anyways.... dont ask. Any who hopfully things will pick up aroud here soon with work and me deciding what I really want to do, but for now I'm getting ready to celebrate Bretts 26th Birthday tomorrow! I got some sick presents, he is getting hooked up to say the least!!! Cant wait! Have a great Labor day!